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Depression as an opportunity for spiritual growth

29/4/2013

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The importance of understanding

depression in general a

and yours specifically:

Your depression is not random.

You feel,

think,

say,

and believe the same things

every time.

Perhaps what you are depressing changes.

How you depress remains the same.

The only way we can know what is going on is to sit down with an open mind

and pay attention

if we watch

closely enough

we notice that there are sensations

in our bodies that go with depression.

They don’t vary.

They’re the same every time.

We have a labelling system that goes with those sensations. In this case, the label is depression.

With this label comes a learned response,

the self-talk- everything we’ve been

taught to believe about depression.

What it is

what it means

what I am for feeling it

What will happen as a result

How the future will be

When that talk starts, we have an

emotional reaction to it.

I don’t want this.

I am afraid.

This is too painful.

Oh no, not this again.

And then comes a conditioned behaviour pattern which is usually avoidance/ escape.

I should quit my job.

I’ve got to leave town.

I need a drink (or drug).

I want a divorce.

I’m going to kill myself.

I can’t function. (paralysis)

SEQUENCE:

sensation

thought

emotion

behaviour pattern

THESE ARE GOING ON ALL THE TIME,

not just in depression.

If we are willing to pay close enough attention we notice that in depression:

the sensations in our bodies don’t vary

the thoughts in our heads don’t vary

the emotional reactions don’t vary

the impulses toward certain behaviours don’t vary

and this chain of events

DOES NOT VARY

(ED’S NOTE: this is a big clue.)

Adapted from ‘The Depression Book-  depression as an opportunity for spiritual growth’,  by Cheri Huber – Zen Buddhist Teacher

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The In-Between State

25/4/2013

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The secret of Zen is just two words: not always so.
                                - SHUNRYU SUZUKI ROSHI

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On Interdependence - by Martina

24/4/2013

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Dear God,
       We pray for balance and exchange. 
Balance us like trees. As the roots of a tree 
shall equal its branches so must the inner life be equal 
to the outer life. And as the leaves 
shall nourish the roots so shall the roots give 
nourishment to the leaves.
Without equality and exchange of nourishment
there can be no growth and no love.
AMEN.

           - Leunig  

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HOW WE KEEP IT TOGETHER AND HOW WE FALL APART: THE HIGH ROAD & THE LOW ROAD

22/4/2013

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When we have lost our way, in the midst of chaos or distress, anxiety and wanting things to be other than they are, we can at times find a point of stillness, we can touch the ground and breathe a breath and begin to know where we are, know that we are lost. In knowing we are lost we have started again. We have remembered to be aware. And in being aware we have choice. We can choose to have a different relationship to what is painful and unpleasant. We could choose for example to redirect our energy and attention to a point, a neutral point like the breath, that facilitates us to be calm and come to stillness. In Daniel Siegel’s words:

“When you are feeling stressed or find yourself in situations that trigger past unresolved issues, your mind may shut off and become inflexible. This inflexibility can be an indication that you are entering a different state of mind that directly impairs your ability to think clearly. We call this a low mode of processing… or ‘the low road’ where you can become flooded by feelings such as fear, sadness or rage. These intense emotions can lead you to have knee-jerk reactions instead of thoughtful responses…

The low road experience has four elements: a trigger, transition, immersion and recovery. Triggers initiate the activation of our leftover issues. Transition is the feeling of being on the edge, just before we enter the low road; it can be rapid or gradual. Immersion in the low road can be filled with intense emotions including the frustration and out-of-control feeling of being stuck in the low road itself…

Our childhood experiences may have involved trauma and loss in some form. Resolution of trauma and loss requires an understanding of the low road and its connection to patterns of experiences from the past.”  (Daniel Siegel, Parenting from the Inside Out)

There are many ways to approach and heal unresolved issues, trauma or loss:

  • Through reflection of those events and considering how they have impacted your life, relationships and the choices you have made.
  • Start with the assumption that you and your parents have done the best you could under the circumstances of your life.
  • Instead of placing blame or judgement, be gentle with yourself. Be respectful of your body sensations, your emotions and the images that come to your mind.
  • Healing unresolved trauma and loss takes time, patience and support.
  • If you experience lack of resolution as a disorganization that at times involves intense emotions, confused thinking, impaired ability to express yourself to others or social isolation a qualified professional may be able to provide support needed to help guide your process of healing.
Since reflection is often suspended when we are on the low road, we may first need to do the work of enhancing our recovery skills after an experience on the low road before we deepen our self-understanding. As time goes on, such reflection may become more possible at moments of transition into the low road, and perhaps even on the low road itself. Some people describe being able to observe themselves as if from a distance, even if they cannot change their behaviour while on that low road. Being able to achieve this observational stance is an important beginning to freeing oneself from the prison that low road immersion can become.

Our instinctual survival responses to fight, flight or freeze may become activated while on the low road and dominate our behaviour. The body’s response, such as tightened muscles in anger, an impulse to run away in fear, or a sense of being numb and immobilised. Becoming aware of our bodily sensations is a first step to understanding our experience on the low road. Making a conscious effort to alter our bodily reactions on the low road can help to free us from the prison of these ingrained reflexes. The brain looks to the body to know how it feels and to assess the meaning of things; thus becoming aware of our bodily reactions can be a direct and effective means to deal with low road immersion.

Changing the impact of the low road in our lives may require becoming familiar with the origins of these experiences and letting our minds move deeply in the layers of personal meaning that surround them.

Knowing about the brain can allow someone to move from self-judgement to self-acceptance. Our ability to enter into states of self reflection often requires periods of solitude.

Bodily awareness and self-reflection may be followed by other experiences that enhance the healing process. Writing in a journal can be integrative and healing. Having trusted others bear witness to our pain and struggles can also bring a new sense of clarity and coherence to our lives.

How do you begin the process of healing? You can begin by talking about your memories to a trusted adult or professional who can support your growth in this process.

- Adapted from Daniel Siegel’s Parenting from the Inside Out

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Taking in the Good

17/4/2013

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I am larger, better than I thought,
I did not know I held so much goodness. 
- Walt Whitman, "Song of the Open Road" 

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STAYING

15/4/2013

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The solution is never about fixing
but about staying ...
with the fear of helplessness 
and loss of control.

Ezra Bayda
Zen Teacher 

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The HERE & NOW: an additive free experience- by Martina 

14/4/2013

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The topic of time has always fascinated me, both inside and outside the context of psychotherapy. In modern physics, for example, relativity theory and quantum mechanics have revealed mind-blowing perspectives on time, that have radically changed mankind's world view.

In psychotherapy, time in general, and the present moment in particular, have always played an important role both theoretically and in practice- no matter which school you consider. The Freudians were convinced of the significance of a person's past, as it shows in the presence of a transference relationship. The classical behaviourists considered the power of contigency to be the most influential principle in psychology. And traditional Gestalt therapists agreed with Perls's statement that

        Nothing exists except the here and now. The now is the present, is the phenomenon, is what you are aware         of, is the moment in whcih you carry around your so-called memories and your so-called anticipations with         you. Whether you remember or anticipate , you do it now. The past is no more. The future is not yet.

-Frank-M. Staemmler in The British Gestalt Journal , 2011, Vol 20, No2

Staemmler goes on to say that he would like to include another definition of the 'here and now' in contemporary Gestalt theory, namely the 'hermeneutic now'. I find most fascinating the quotes he uses to define the 'hermeneutic now':

    A person who is trying to understand a text is always projecting. He projects the meaning for the text as a         whole as soon as some initial meaning emerges in the text. Again, the initial meaning emerges only because he     is reading the text with particular expectations in regard to a certain meaning. Working out this fore-projection,     which is constantly revised in terms of what emerges as he penetrates into the meaning, is understanding what     is there. (Gadamer, 1989, p. 267)

What I find interesting in reading that quote is being aware of which lense I read that quote through. There are many lenses. But predominantly I use a Theravadin Buddhist lense which means that I compare what Gadamer wrote to how I understand Theravadin Buddhism explains 'making meaning' of something. From a Theravadin Buddhist perspective, I agree that 'this' emerges because of 'that' , that phenomena emerges in the 'here and now' but only in the context of what has emerged before. Therefore phenomena cannot emerge independently, but is dependent upon previously emerged phenomena. It is the insight into this process that frees us. Frees us to see independently, not through tainted lenses. This paradoxically require us not to pay attention to the meaning we have made, not to get lost in commentary, not to get lost in the story we make up about this moment right here and now, not to believe in the thinking associated with this pain, this desire, this impulse, but just to see these experiences as they really are: a pain, a desire, an impulse. What is added is extra. What is real is what emerges right here and now without the additives, flavours & colours. An additive free experience.




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Two Wolves in the Heart

14/4/2013

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All sentient being developed through natural selection in asuch a way that pleasant emotons serve as their guide, and especially the pleasure dericed from sociability and from lovong our families.
- Charles Darwin

I heard a story once about a Native American elder who was asked how she had become so wise, so happy, so respected. She answered: "In my heart, there are two wolves: a wolf of love and a wolf of hate. It all depends on which one I feed each day".

- Rick Hanson PHD ,




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Relational Psychotherapy, Relational Mindfulness

12/4/2013

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'We believe that all relationships...can be renewed by restoring the pathways to connection'.
- Jean Baker Miller & Irene Stiver

'Freeing ourselves from the illusion of separateness allows us to live in a natural freedom'
- Sharon Salzberg
                                                                                     
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Withdrawal from the world

12/4/2013

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Withdrawal from the world is something we can, and perhaps should, do every day. It completes the movement of which entering fully into life is only one part. Just as a loaf of bread needs air in order to rise, everything we do needs an empty place in its interior. I especially enjoy such ordinary retreats from the active life as shaving, showering, reading, doing nothing, walking, listening to the radio, driving in a car. All of these activities can turn oneself inward toward contemplation. 

Mundane withdrawal from the busyness of an active life can create a spirituality-without-walls, a spiritual practice that is not explicitly connected to a church or a tradition. I have never forgotten Joseph Campbell's response when he was asked about his yoga practice: laps in the pool and a drink once a day. Anything is material for retreat- cleaning out a closet, giving away some books, taking a walk around the block, clearing your desk, turning off the television set, saying no to an invitation to do anything. 


At the sight of nothing, the soul rejoices. 


                                              - Meditations on the monk who dwells in daily life by Thomas Moore 











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